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(1.31.2005-)
8:11 PM
Ahhhh biology exam is over....yessssssssssssssssss....super dee duper...dee duper...
Went to Fairview Mall to watch Coach Carter with Pringol, Anija, Akalya, Niroshy, Rochelle, Katie and Mark. First time in a long time i'd been on a bus and i kept loosing my balance. The bus driver warned me to pay $1.25 next time i came on. But how could i pay everything, he started movie before I could drop everything dammit...oh well...part of the bus rules, I suppose. It was an oddly funny movie...v. long though...really reeally long. Yes...I kept seeing ATP synthase molecules everywhere.
Done. Bye.
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(1.23.2005-)
1:07 PM
I love reminiscing. I get so caught up in my memories its hard to get back to the ground. Images play like movies except i never pause, rewind, or fast forward.
This time I remember my fourteenth birthday party. The last with my danforth "crew"...haha...if we were ever a crew. Cindy, Nipuni, Sumetha,Vicky,Suki, Amanda, and Hyo Jin. I miss everyone...dearly...at least I still keep in contact with Cindy and Nipuni...but the rest...have dissapeared with the dust. Judy was there too because my parents adore her...jokes...well they actually do, but I wanted to invite Judy. And some other people were supposed to be there like Wingy but had to go to a wedding. Then, I felt bad because Judy would be all alone. Nevertheless, she and Suki got off well...so it wasn't that much of a problem. I had my E.T. fetish then. I loved ET...he's was the cutest alien =). So I'd keep saying phone home. It was so much fun, I cry whenever I remember it. Ate at Casey's. Suki didn't like it too much. Began mixing everything with the mashed potatoes She, then, made Cindy loose her appetite. Watched Star Wars Episode 2, which was in my opinion, pretty good at that time. Nipuni was obsessed with Hayden Christensen that she actually yelled out "YAY!" when he came on screen in the hushed theater. I was obsessed with Ewan McGregor but he didn't look so great in this movie. Cindy spilled her slushie on Nipuni. And Amanda thought the skinny alien reminded her of Nadia. And we made up other name for monsters -- Candace, Tamas, Yulong ...etc...
I have to see Episode 3...with Cindy and Nipuni. This time it'll be my 17th birthday when it comes out. Amazing isn't it. Episode 1 came out on my 11th birthday, episode 2 came out on my 14th, and episode 3 ...now...! Well then...this was great n' all...but I must depart...farewell.
Done. Bye.
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(1.22.2005-)
4:43 PM
I'm such a retard. I've been feeling so down lately. My mind is faltering. I cannot think anymore. I just want everything to be over and done with it. Everything seems so fuzzy now. For some reason, when every i close my eyes, I see different pig organs -- like the allantoic bladder, or the spleen. Just the other day, I saw someone on TV who had thin pink lips, and it reminded me of the dorsal aorta. I'm such a loser but I can't blame myself. I've devoted half of my time this week to dissecting the scrawny pig. 25 c.m. of snow ...brrr...and its cold-- I want to video tape all the snow and send it to Michael. I love Ji Yoon's camera...such a tiny, cute camera...the newest version of Sony Cyber-Shot. Where does she get all her cool stuff? I stood up during my oral exam, instead of sitting down leaving Ms. Angelidis puzzelled. Its oddly easier for me to be comfortable standing up rather than sitting down.
No word of Josh Groban coming to Toronto this year... =(. He came last year, February 19th, but that was before I became a Grobanite. Eck...even if he did come this year...it'd take some major convincing to go to his concert.
Started studying for math exam...so much to review.
Done. Bye.
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(1.21.2005-)
11:18 PM
Oooh...easter commercials...amazing...easter is coming. Well it makes sense -- Christmas commercials came in October. I find a lot of Christians making a much larger deal of Christmas than Easter when Easter feels like it is clearly to me, the most important day of the Christian faith. Ressurection from The Passion Of The Christ soundtrack is amazing. Well Valentine's Day is coming first...too bad about Bob.
Pig Dissection, at last finished... I couldn't eat chicken today...the shape of the meat just reminded me of the pig's kidneys.
Delta State on teletoon is actually Canadian...no wonder...I don't really understand it.
First IB Exam is over. Oral French. Sucks. So much work to catch up on.
I nearly failed my world issues test. This time I'm very serious.
Done. Bye.
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(1.14.2005-)
10:24 PM
Its amazing how things progress in stages. Its the wheel of fortune -- the circle of life. One minute, I'm at the top of the world. The other minute I'm rock bottom. My life is like a periodic function - more like a sinusoidal function. Being at the zenith rather than the nader is what I'd prefer. Unfortunately that doesn't occur.
I finished math homework. On a Friday. What fun. Compound Interest.
Suran was rapping about me today. How sweet.
Watched Helter Skelter in philo. Charles Manson is scary. "No sense makes sense"... I cannot believe how the human is so capable of becoming disillusioned with reality and perceptions become mixed up. This man thought he was Jesus Christ and used that to persuade other people, particularly women, to follow him and become his disciples. He killed about 6 people claiming they were pigs and claiming he was liberating them. Its so scary. You go into a fantasy world, its hard to escape. Your mind envelopes you, and your senses cannot go beyond that.
Done. Bye.
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(1.13.2005-)
10:11 PM
"What to do on a final exam?" -- Talk the entire way through the exam. Read questions aloud, debate your answers with yourself out loud. If asked to stop, yell out, ``I'm SOOO sure you can hear me thinking.'' Then start talking about what a jerk the instructor is.
Writing the exam in watercolour paint is not a bad idea too.
If it is a math/science exam, answer in essay form. If it is long answer/essay form, answer with numbers and symbols. Be creative. Use the surface integral symbol.
Make paper airplanes out of the exam
Fifteen minutes into the exam, stand up, rip up all the papers into very small pieces, throw them into the air and yell out ``Merry Christmas.'' If you're really daring, ask for another copy of the exam. Say you lost the first one. Repeat the process every fifteen minutes.
Do the entire exam in another language. If you don't know one, make one up. For math/science exams, try using Roman numerals.
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No Pringol, I am quoting Mr. Coram, but I'm not obsessed with what he says. I just find the list funny. And I want to remember this stuff. Don't get any ideas in that head of yours just because I've devoted an entire post to what he said. Actually, he didn't make it up, so its not what he said.
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Done. Bye.
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(1.12.2005-)
8:38 PM
There are times when I expect things to change for the better. I think, "Hey, maybe this can work." But it never does. It just never does. Things may look better for a while, but then they go back to being the same. Maybe I expect too much. Maybe life isn't the way I expect it to be.
The clock ticks and more than ever do I want it to stop. Life rushes by too quickly. My adolesence- almost over. I almost feel my wrinkly skin sag off my bones.
I cannot wait for the bittersweet post-exam rest days. 1 week -- almost equivilanet to March Break - Bitter though since I shall be leaving a semester behind -- and moving to some tougher classes. Sweet - since it is a rest that I most desperately seek.
Well I must go. Life is waiting. (That's the tagline for The Terminal) - Farewell.
Done. Bye.
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(1.09.2005-)
8:06 PM
I love that Josh (Groban) Tries On His Designer Duds movie...its just soooooo funny. Pringol thinks I'm a loser. Valentin's a loser. Anyways, Pringol also says that it conveys his bad qualities like not being able to tie his shoes... but he can tie his shoes - the lady just undid the laces for him. "I'm gettin ready for my concert-izure"--OMG -- what a joke. Joshua Winslow Groban - its okay - I love you anyways.
There was the tour bus one too. Pringol pointed out he was selfish for having this big room while his road manager and vocal coach got these smaller bunks. But I like those bunks...with the drop down DVD screens. Anyways...Josh is the star and not them...so why not take the whole room...be selfish...I know I would be ;).
J: Chocolate's bad
Interviewer: Like for your throat?
J: Yes...breeds bacteria...god, I'm so paranoid.
=)
Anyways, enough about JG.
Mr. & Mrs. Y- family friends- are back from their trip in Sri Lanka. They weren't affected as they were in Kandy, the interior and elevated heart of Sri Lanka, which is obviously not the coastline - a very safe place from such a disaster if I must say. Anyways, it sucks because my widowed aunt and fatherless cousins must move houses because the rent is too high after the tsunami. But they aren't so bad off - they'll find another place- others are much worse situations.
A lot of things are really expensive and unaffordable there. I mean does it make sense that beer costs 50 rupees a bottle and take out food costs 100 rupees (enough for one person)!
I tried finding Valentin on the internet...too bad he lives with his parents...or else I might've had a chance.
Well weekend is over and I cannot wait til exams are over and for that one single PA Day where I can contemplate my future and watch TV the whole day - HA!- yea right - I'll prob. get french hw or something in World Issues - you can never escape hw in IB.
Done. Bye.
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(1.08.2005-)
4:48 PM
So much has happened since my last update. Tsunami. It is horrible. I am at a complete loss of words. What makes it even more sad is the fact that all those faces I see on television are my own people - my race. The country that has been devastated is my own. I do pity all the other countries - esp. Indoensia who suffered the most. But I can't help thinking constantly of Sri Lanka. I hate being like that, but its the way humans are built. I was never constantly thinking about the Iranian Earthquake even though it was pretty big. Yea, I was saddened by the event but it must have been a bigger thing for Iranians here, themselves. I guess its the way humans are. When people you know die, you are affected.
Luckily, no one in my family did die. However, a very distant relative, who is a 14 year old girl - almost my age and just like me, an only child- was swept away by the current even while clinging on to her grandmother in Batticolah. Her parents must be devastated to lose their only child. Rest In Peace.
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Change of subject, I have soooooo much homework. I should get started soon. I'm going to die slowly this month and the next preceding months.
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IB French Oral Exam soon. I am not prepared. Same with dissection of fetal pig. and philo. presentation too. Why do ten other ppl have to be doing the ethics of euthansia.
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Done. Bye.
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