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(2.12.2005-)
11:56 AM

I like being the victim.

Its a psychological disorder of mine -- or is it?. Being the opressor is not very satisfying to my parched soul. I thirst to be opressed. Some people heed to this desire of mine, I will not mention any names, PRINGOL. But often, when I am the opressor, I feel awful. I feel I have regurgitated the nutrients of being victimized. And when I told Pringol's cousin that I like being the victim, he rendered me mentally insane. But no one likes being hurt, tortured, and pushed around. However, there are only two positions in life. Anyway you look at it, you are either opressed or being the opressor. I, and most of us who live in these first world countries with acess to the internet and the privelege of blogging, are the opressors. We, are the ones with blood on our hands who pulverize the less fortunate in even the most indirect ways. The opressed are free of any guilt that the opressors (because even opressors have consciences) may posess. Isn't that something to look at?

Done. Bye.
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(2.03.2005-)
8:29 PM

Ahhh...I had more fun today than I've had in a while which is pretty sad. Its very sad. Anyways...let's start off shall we. After playing earthbound for about oh...hmmm...5 hours or so...I decide to take a break only to realize that crap... I have to get ready. Doesn't matter anyways though...Pringol arrives at my house 5 minutes late...tsk. tsk...hahahaha...yea...so we go to Laser Quest...where Angelita, Hanyue, Doris and Ji Yoon are. Jap, Betty, Bertha and Jackie arrive later. We all have our "IB-Fest" while angrily waiting for Victor. Selena was supposed to come which would've been great since I haven't seen her since September but she was feeling "weak". Anyways...we were just going in to get suited up when Victor comes. So we go in. Chant all the rules while holding all the activators. "We will not run or jump. We will not kneel or crawl. We will not use any obscene language (occ: that was impossible). We will give it our all!!!" Anyways...I found Laser Quest quite challenging especially since you need to move fast and be alert constantly...something's that quite difficult for me...I finished 13th place twice but i guess its better than finishing last...shooting ppl was fun...the lasers were cool. I like the black light atmosphere. Bertha said she hated me when I shot her. Imagine...sweet little Bertha...I will never forgive her...but I wont have any classes with her next semester :(. I was so oblivious to Angelita shooting me from above. My nickname was stalker for both games. The second game was quite tiring. Jackie aka...whatever his name was that started with a D. was first both times even though everyone else made an alliance to knock him out. Gajanii was there for one game...which was cool...I prob. won't see her around anymore either as she is dropping IB. Anyways after the game, I played Air Hockey with Pringol..we had to kill time as my parents would arrive late. Then we walked to Business Depot to look at cash registers. Then we went to Kelsey's to use the payphone. Then we walked to McDonalds so sit down. It was a great journey...the most exercise i'd had in a while.

Done. Bye.
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